I am still here. I am blessed! I learn. I fight what I learn. I throw tantrums and I cry. I put aside my frustration and learn some more. Sometimes I feel like a 2 year old. I pick myself up and keep learning. Around and around I go. I get excited and see hope. I have learned a lot about habits. The habits I need to replace are not just physical, but the thoughts that rule my mind. This is a process. I must embrace the process and stop fighting it. I have seen progress over the last weeks. I see change taking place and I am thankful for this opportunity. This is my journey. No one can take it for me. I will prevail. I am blessed to be here!